Hello! I am Christa Flare. I became a cam model in Fall 2016. At the beginning, I never imagined what it really meant to be a cam girl. I chose to be a cam model for financial reasons, for curiosity, and for my strong desire to change my life. When I was at the interview I felt very embarrassed and I wasn’t sure about what being a cam model truly meant. But step by step all of my curiosity was cleared up with the help of the studio staff. I never imagined how important it is to be positive and transmit a good vibe. To be honest I think if I would show my body I will earn a lot of money very easily, but in reality, it is not that easy. The most important thing that I have learned is to be myself, to feel good about myself first, to be natural and find a way to understand the people online. In my opinion, the members are only people that are missing something in their real life, they think they can’t do some things in real life, or it is just for curiosity and to talk with a different person. Some people there are really rude and they think you ‘re only a body and nothing more. But the big part of what I know is that they’re really nice and cool people. They make you feel very good and we share beautiful experiences. Since I become a cam girl, I started to learn more things about myself that I never imagined I liked, about my sexuality too and what type of people I want in my life. Some days are really hard when you try to do the best you can and nothing good happens. But, I never lose my positivity. When you ‘re a cam model your life is at the studio, home, studio and back home to sleep. But I have learned how to manage my life, to have my own personal and social life, and to go out and stay with my sister and my friends. I don’t talk to everybody about being a cam model because many people can’t understand it, but also in the same time I don’t hide if you ask me, and I don’t care about the opinions of other people. I have my own life and I can do everything that I want. In the end, I want to say with a big smile that I really like to be a cam model. You are free. I can speak with different people in the world, and every day I learn something new. I speak Italian very well, as well as English, and I would like to learn a new language soon! I have many dreams that I would like to try to make come true. I like to dream with my eyes closed and live my dreams with my eyes open. 🙂
I realized I am a wonderful person. But I needed to learn that the hard way. I was hurt by the people I thought would do nothing but love me. I used to underestimate myself and hide my soul, believing that all the blows received from those around me made me no longer a wonderful person. I thought the wounds in my heart made me give up on loving people, I thought it compelled me to be cold, but it was not like that. I just learned to spare my soul more. I’ve learned to take care of the people… I’ve learned to stay friends with people that did me wrong and to love more the ones that love me. I was disappointed by those I did not expect. Probably because they knew where to hit my soul. But… Know something?! I’m a wonderful person. It does not matter how much I suffered. And it does not matter how much I’ll still have to live, I will continue to be myself. I will remain a wonderful man. I will continue to believe in myself, but also in people who will prove to me that they can trust them. But it will be harder now. You can not easily gain the trust of a girl who has been hurt. You can not easily reach the soul of someone who has built high walls around his heart just to avoid being hurt. You have to be very determined to love and stay for … always, not just passing by through life. When you realize that you are a wonderful person, you begin to look for what you deserve, not what people are willing to offer you. You’re not satisfied with half the measure, you want everything, as you should get.
Hey there! Your favorite girl, Christa Flare, is here. I’ve always been interested in astrology and zodiac signs, compatibilities and stuff like that. Working as a cam model developed my imagination in such way that now I’m wondering how your zodiac signs masturbate. I’m an Aries, by the way.
